I was walking down buffington road after a long day at school. Was listening to alicia keys and bopping my head at the same time..i thot 2 myself" this chic is the bomb".. It was about 8.00pm at night and i had 2 walk down that dark road with no street lights. "Oh shit its so freezing cold, i just wanna get home and take a shower and sleep"..For some sick reason i thot i hurd sum1 following me and then i stopped and hurd nuffin. when i continued i cud still feel sum1 following me, then i turned back and saw a tall dude, ark, cudnt rili see his face, holding a big bag dressed in black and then i thot"maybe he is walking down that road too" then all of a sudden d pace at which the man was walking increased..and i didnt feel right about it and then i increased my pace as well.. all of a sudden i hurd "Excuse me, do u have change for a 20" i acted like i didnt hear and then i was so bleeping scared..i started running and the man started chasing me. I ran and screamed nobody hurd..then the man grabbed my jacket and then held me tite and i screamed.." i shouted what do u want from me" and then he says all i want is sum pussy" and i shouted i cant give u none, im only 16 and im still a virgin and i cant do it..he is like strip or i will be forced 2 fuck the hell outta you.. please leave me alone i cant do it..next thing. DOOOH!! he pushed me on d floor...brought out a knife and cut my pants off...screaming "HELP ME, HELP ME!!!" he fell flat on me and then the next thing.."oo yeah girl, u feel so good" "screaming and crying , fussing and fighting" he felt no pity for me, thrusting in and out and in and out and in and out...when he was done, he pick my lil purse and ran away wiv it....got up, packed up the rest of my life and walked home, went into my room and locked myself up for days..my sister tried 2 talk 2 me, but i didnt wanna hear anyfng, my bro-in-law tried but i didnt listen, my mom and dad also came all the way from 9ja, i didnt open up...then after a month i came out and told them the story and i swore that any man that shud lay hands on me again would die and i would never ever get married and that man will never see peace till he dies and even when he dies, God will never answer his prayers...This is the reason why shes gay. She hates men, except her father..i dnt blame her..
Pure fiction!!! NOT REAL!
moi!
Monday, November 10, 2008
Random Thots
You over there wiv the spiderman skul bag...are u friggin kidding me, do u fnk u r going to kindergarten.. even those in kindergarten wear louis vuiton skul bags or whatever..pssh..grow up silly.
you over there looking at me, havent u ever seen a black girl wiv low curly hair b4..oh yeah im sure u saw eva on america's next top model..get ur eyes off me b4 i pluck em out myself.
you over there in dat raggidy outfit..did u take a look at d mirror b4 u left ur house today..didnt u see that what u have on is yuck! go hide ur face in shame or cover ur self up wiv a long jacket! ugh!
you over there, come what are u feeling like, u must have been deceived that u can speak good english..well u actually can but please we all know so stop making noise about it. thank u!
you over there"im looking for a dime, thats on top of d line, cute face, thin waist wiv a big behind"...im not gay so im not singing for u..u do have a big behind..but u are FAT!! and u aint got a cute face..so stop acting like FAT BASTARD and d phunk outta my face..ugh!
you over there, y wont u just accept who you are, stop thinking abou what others fnk about u, u arent in this life becuz of dem, just do u..dnt say becuz i have all these pimples on my face im not going out of my house, bitch i got pimples too, and that stop me from going outta my house..learn to walk wiv ur shoulders high and think sky high
you over there...dayummmm u are such a cutey..but i cant date u..ya too fine of a bruvah and plus ur finess makes u look gay..sorry, just d fact.
you over there, yeah you, dnt put ur head down..fnk out loud if u want to, aint nobody stopping you..we love u, we are family, so yah its mandatory...
you over there, typing this blog..what d hell do u fnk ya typing
shut up conscience..lemme do me, imma type whatever d phunk i wanna type..ok..now scramp!!!!!
you over there looking at me, havent u ever seen a black girl wiv low curly hair b4..oh yeah im sure u saw eva on america's next top model..get ur eyes off me b4 i pluck em out myself.
you over there in dat raggidy outfit..did u take a look at d mirror b4 u left ur house today..didnt u see that what u have on is yuck! go hide ur face in shame or cover ur self up wiv a long jacket! ugh!
you over there, come what are u feeling like, u must have been deceived that u can speak good english..well u actually can but please we all know so stop making noise about it. thank u!
you over there"im looking for a dime, thats on top of d line, cute face, thin waist wiv a big behind"...im not gay so im not singing for u..u do have a big behind..but u are FAT!! and u aint got a cute face..so stop acting like FAT BASTARD and d phunk outta my face..ugh!
you over there, y wont u just accept who you are, stop thinking abou what others fnk about u, u arent in this life becuz of dem, just do u..dnt say becuz i have all these pimples on my face im not going out of my house, bitch i got pimples too, and that stop me from going outta my house..learn to walk wiv ur shoulders high and think sky high
you over there...dayummmm u are such a cutey..but i cant date u..ya too fine of a bruvah and plus ur finess makes u look gay..sorry, just d fact.
you over there, yeah you, dnt put ur head down..fnk out loud if u want to, aint nobody stopping you..we love u, we are family, so yah its mandatory...
you over there, typing this blog..what d hell do u fnk ya typing
shut up conscience..lemme do me, imma type whatever d phunk i wanna type..ok..now scramp!!!!!
People
There r a lot of people you meet, some r d good, d bad, d bitter, d idiot, d big fool, d hater , d quiet, d ugly..and d list is endless...i have met alot of people in my short course of life and up till today, i dunno y i fail to recognise d people that r there and will be there for a long time rather than those dat r just dere for the minute.. its just crazy..i mean i meet new people and i totally forget about d old ones..thats not right..thats not what its supposed to be like... Its very allowed to make friends, but dont forget about the ones that were there before...
my life as a Qc girl..
qc is a crazy skul, enjoyed my stay there, met different pple..met one of my best friends there and ish, but there was a point i just became sumfn else, i failed to recognise some true facts and ish..i wanted to do things my way..i went astray, i became d total opposite of what i am now..i regret some things i did, some mistakes i made and some mistakes like this remain permanent and create a whole in ur life that can neva be sealed up again..Thank God for d life i live now...
my life as a Georgia Perimeter girl
georgia perimeter college, i didnt like d fact that i was there becuz there was so much drama...too many fngs going on and d skul was anoda 9ja united at least one of d campuses i went to..i met some people, heck i even met one of my bf's.thats gist for anoda day..we dint even last at all..i met this chic,alot of people discouraged me and told me ish about her dat she is not d right person to hang wiv and all..i ced no, that im sure she isnt dat bad..until i built a friendship wiv her...wrong move..till today i cant stand d chic..she did so many fngs to me, i kept my cool until i decided to go off on her..i dealt wiv her and put her in her place and till today we r not friends again...i hardly use d word hate cuz its a strong word..i dislike her wiv everyfng in me...I lived a different life in gpc..i dint feel like me while i was there...
My life in Howard CC
this skul is what i call a skul, i love it..i like my instructors heck i even like my friends...but drama is beginning to knock on my door and im not ready for it..shud i open d door for d drama to come in so dat i can get over it or shud i still hold on tite till d drama forces itself in..y does it havta be me..
i have learned something..u dnt need alot of friends to be a better person..u can be a better person wivout friends and me...i love d people i call friends that r rili friends...
a friend is sweet
a friend is nice
a friend is kind
a friend is always there
a friend is honest
a friend is dependable
a friend is a companion
a friend is a friend and will remain a friend till d end...
people on d other will remain people..love dem or hate dem, dey still gon be d same ass whipping mofo's!!!
my life as a Qc girl..
qc is a crazy skul, enjoyed my stay there, met different pple..met one of my best friends there and ish, but there was a point i just became sumfn else, i failed to recognise some true facts and ish..i wanted to do things my way..i went astray, i became d total opposite of what i am now..i regret some things i did, some mistakes i made and some mistakes like this remain permanent and create a whole in ur life that can neva be sealed up again..Thank God for d life i live now...
my life as a Georgia Perimeter girl
georgia perimeter college, i didnt like d fact that i was there becuz there was so much drama...too many fngs going on and d skul was anoda 9ja united at least one of d campuses i went to..i met some people, heck i even met one of my bf's.thats gist for anoda day..we dint even last at all..i met this chic,alot of people discouraged me and told me ish about her dat she is not d right person to hang wiv and all..i ced no, that im sure she isnt dat bad..until i built a friendship wiv her...wrong move..till today i cant stand d chic..she did so many fngs to me, i kept my cool until i decided to go off on her..i dealt wiv her and put her in her place and till today we r not friends again...i hardly use d word hate cuz its a strong word..i dislike her wiv everyfng in me...I lived a different life in gpc..i dint feel like me while i was there...
My life in Howard CC
this skul is what i call a skul, i love it..i like my instructors heck i even like my friends...but drama is beginning to knock on my door and im not ready for it..shud i open d door for d drama to come in so dat i can get over it or shud i still hold on tite till d drama forces itself in..y does it havta be me..
i have learned something..u dnt need alot of friends to be a better person..u can be a better person wivout friends and me...i love d people i call friends that r rili friends...
a friend is sweet
a friend is nice
a friend is kind
a friend is always there
a friend is honest
a friend is dependable
a friend is a companion
a friend is a friend and will remain a friend till d end...
people on d other will remain people..love dem or hate dem, dey still gon be d same ass whipping mofo's!!!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
SOMETIMES!!
sometimes i feel like i have accomplished alot but really nothing and i mean nothing at all has been done.
sometimes i feel like i am loved by the entire universe and sometimes i feel like no one really notices me.
sometimes i feel like there is no me, but really im here on earth and its a blessing, no one can take that away from me.
sometimes, i feel like i am a superwoman, but really i have the strength of a bird.
sometimes i feel like i love someone but really i dont love that person, i just like the person alot.
sometimes,we have to take advantage of this life that has been given to us, because if not for the love a friend of mine has for us all, we wont be here.
sometimes we have to appreciate every single thing that is done for us or has been given to us, because the moment we feel the joy in us, we forget about what we went thru to get that joy.
sometimes we need to respect ourselves as well as others because i believe im not the only one that thinks respect is earned.
sometimes we need to be kind to ourselves as well as others because wen others r kind to us, we tend to take them for granted, there is nothing wrong in reciprocating kindess.
sometimes, its ok to dislike somethings and some people not unnecessarily buh because they did something to hurt u so bad that u r finding it very hard to forgive them.
sometimes its not bad to shut down somepeople that might not be of essence to u.
sometimes, its ok to regret somethings done in the past, but that doesnt mean we shud dwell in there as well.
sometimes its hard for me to choose what i want buh the thing about life is that, if u make a mistake one time, u r given anoda opportunity to fix it up, its left for u to find that opportunity again..
they say opportunity comes but once, thats a lie...Opportunity comes everyday, its left for u to pay attention and grab it...
im thankful for the people in my life right now, whether new born or old, im appreciative of everyone. I love those hu love me and those who hate me, i love you too....
x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.
sometimes i feel like i am loved by the entire universe and sometimes i feel like no one really notices me.
sometimes i feel like there is no me, but really im here on earth and its a blessing, no one can take that away from me.
sometimes, i feel like i am a superwoman, but really i have the strength of a bird.
sometimes i feel like i love someone but really i dont love that person, i just like the person alot.
sometimes,we have to take advantage of this life that has been given to us, because if not for the love a friend of mine has for us all, we wont be here.
sometimes we have to appreciate every single thing that is done for us or has been given to us, because the moment we feel the joy in us, we forget about what we went thru to get that joy.
sometimes we need to respect ourselves as well as others because i believe im not the only one that thinks respect is earned.
sometimes we need to be kind to ourselves as well as others because wen others r kind to us, we tend to take them for granted, there is nothing wrong in reciprocating kindess.
sometimes, its ok to dislike somethings and some people not unnecessarily buh because they did something to hurt u so bad that u r finding it very hard to forgive them.
sometimes its not bad to shut down somepeople that might not be of essence to u.
sometimes, its ok to regret somethings done in the past, but that doesnt mean we shud dwell in there as well.
sometimes its hard for me to choose what i want buh the thing about life is that, if u make a mistake one time, u r given anoda opportunity to fix it up, its left for u to find that opportunity again..
they say opportunity comes but once, thats a lie...Opportunity comes everyday, its left for u to pay attention and grab it...
im thankful for the people in my life right now, whether new born or old, im appreciative of everyone. I love those hu love me and those who hate me, i love you too....
x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.x.o.
Long and Possibly Boring
ok so im taking five courses this semester or whatever and all of them are kinda like stress-free..i fnk so sha. well there is this particular class i have, its so friggin long, its 3hrs long and i have it once a week, its Theatre appreciation..i dunno what possessed me to register for that class sef. newaiz sha, lemme yarn u guys how i survive in that class...
TIPS ON HOW TO SURVIVE A LONG AND POSSIBLY BORING CLASS
1.)make sure u get to class early, so that u can get a good seat, well its not like there are alot of people in d class but just for tardiness sake, be in class early...
2.)make sure u bring ur bag, or ur book-binder wiv ur notebook, textbook and ofcourse ur pencil pouch containing all ur necessary writing materials(organization is key)
3.)have a scrap book or scrap paper on d side as well
4.)make sure u take a bottle of water or soda or jucie or whatever...but not alcohol cuz u need it, in my case i need it cuz my instructor brings us crackers and cookies and candies and chocs and all so i need a drink and ish...
5.)when the lecture starts, dont think, mehn this is gonna be a long and boring class so im not gonna listen..try listening at first but if ur attention keeps driftng away then u are certain its a boring class.
6.)next, grab ur scrap paper or scrap book and write stuff down, draw stuff just be creative.(creativity is key here)
7.)never disrespect her by bringing out ur fone or ur ipod or ur cdplayer or ur walkman or ur mp3 or ur zne or whatever
8.)when she gives u a ten minute break, use it wisely, well what i wud do is, sharply bring out my fone, text sum1 or log on to yahoo messenger or go on facebook or whatever sha.
9)when the break is up, put ur fone away, cuz u know she is gonna put up a movie
10.)dnt get too excited cuz its one of those antiquated ones...uughhh!!! movies like "kiss me pertruchio" or "medea"....rubbish and nonsense gba!!!
11.)u know she will turn off d lights
12.)so when the movie starts, watch a lil bit but then when u start feeling sleepy, do not fight nature, that is mother nature calling(obedience is key)
13.)take a nice position on ur desk and u can go ahead and drift away, make sure u dont snore oooo..cuz she will just catch u...
14.)towards d end of d movie make sure u force urself to wake..i know ind ur dream this is d part where u kiss ur prince-charming or ur cindarella..but sorry ehn, u will continue that dream at home...pele
15.)d movie ends at about 3.20pm on d dot...but dnt leave class immeadiately, take ur time cuz she mite announce important information...so wait for her to start packing up her thing and then u may leave.
16.)walk staright to d bathroom, ladies straighten, put some more lipgloss on..feel like "lil mama"...hehe..dudes u dnt need to straigthen up
17.)walk out of d bathroom feel good about urself and when u get home...go and jack like a MOTHERFUCKER!!!!
this way, u wont get lost in class...
this concludes my life in THEATRE APPRECIATION 101!!
i wrote this note in february...
and by d way i dropped the class!! ugh!!!...lolz
TIPS ON HOW TO SURVIVE A LONG AND POSSIBLY BORING CLASS
1.)make sure u get to class early, so that u can get a good seat, well its not like there are alot of people in d class but just for tardiness sake, be in class early...
2.)make sure u bring ur bag, or ur book-binder wiv ur notebook, textbook and ofcourse ur pencil pouch containing all ur necessary writing materials(organization is key)
3.)have a scrap book or scrap paper on d side as well
4.)make sure u take a bottle of water or soda or jucie or whatever...but not alcohol cuz u need it, in my case i need it cuz my instructor brings us crackers and cookies and candies and chocs and all so i need a drink and ish...
5.)when the lecture starts, dont think, mehn this is gonna be a long and boring class so im not gonna listen..try listening at first but if ur attention keeps driftng away then u are certain its a boring class.
6.)next, grab ur scrap paper or scrap book and write stuff down, draw stuff just be creative.(creativity is key here)
7.)never disrespect her by bringing out ur fone or ur ipod or ur cdplayer or ur walkman or ur mp3 or ur zne or whatever
8.)when she gives u a ten minute break, use it wisely, well what i wud do is, sharply bring out my fone, text sum1 or log on to yahoo messenger or go on facebook or whatever sha.
9)when the break is up, put ur fone away, cuz u know she is gonna put up a movie
10.)dnt get too excited cuz its one of those antiquated ones...uughhh!!! movies like "kiss me pertruchio" or "medea"....rubbish and nonsense gba!!!
11.)u know she will turn off d lights
12.)so when the movie starts, watch a lil bit but then when u start feeling sleepy, do not fight nature, that is mother nature calling(obedience is key)
13.)take a nice position on ur desk and u can go ahead and drift away, make sure u dont snore oooo..cuz she will just catch u...
14.)towards d end of d movie make sure u force urself to wake..i know ind ur dream this is d part where u kiss ur prince-charming or ur cindarella..but sorry ehn, u will continue that dream at home...pele
15.)d movie ends at about 3.20pm on d dot...but dnt leave class immeadiately, take ur time cuz she mite announce important information...so wait for her to start packing up her thing and then u may leave.
16.)walk staright to d bathroom, ladies straighten, put some more lipgloss on..feel like "lil mama"...hehe..dudes u dnt need to straigthen up
17.)walk out of d bathroom feel good about urself and when u get home...go and jack like a MOTHERFUCKER!!!!
this way, u wont get lost in class...
this concludes my life in THEATRE APPRECIATION 101!!
i wrote this note in february...
and by d way i dropped the class!! ugh!!!...lolz
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